When he mentioned that he was leaving, my chest began to hurt. I took off my bra and lay down trying to understand why it was hurting so much.
It crept up so slowly but soon enough I was gasping for air and writhing about clutching my chest in pain.
I was crying my eyes out because the physical pain of losing someone you love is too much to bear. He didn’t try to help, he didn’t know what to do.
And every now and then I can feel it coming over me again and I can’t do anything to stop it.
Do you know what I don’t get?
Why people put their lives and souls into another person that they ‘love’ and think it’s going to last forever.
It either ends in a break up, divorce or death.
There is no good thing about love or being with one person for the rest of your life.
Losing someone that you have been close too for so long is like an illness, it’s like grieving a death and I just don’t know why we put ourselves through it.
Lol my ex thinks it’s okay to dump me for no real reason and still declare his love for me..and then when I say that I don’t want to speak to him ever again he says he doesn’t want that, oh yes because my dear it’s ALLL about what you want! Ugh.